This has been an incredible 10 months of my life.
It started with my mental health deteriorating progressively throughout the year. The December before I had a small mental break, I went through on loop and even documented random scribble madness.
September 2025 we were in Hawaii and I was having a crisis. I was feeling stuck, as though i endured some of the most difficult trials one could experience and for what?
First I revelation was spiritual, God walked me through all my trauma starting at the beginning. It was painful and sorrowful but a message accompanied the revelation: this is Gods plan, he has intention with me.
Week or so later, I had 2 profound spiritual moments, both documented on this site. First was in Coronado during an all nighter and while astral projecting due to mania and psychosis- I encountered God and even heard the voice of my recently passed father in law. I cast out all my demons in the name of Jesus.
The Next day the experience was more intense profound, scripture was speaking directly to me, I reached out for the cross, I could see the darkness swirling everywhere… more demons than I could imagine with 1 intent only: disrupt our / my connection to God.
I surrendered my addiction, my sin to Him.. I felt the darkness leave my body..
I turned and saw what looked like smoke dicipate on the floor, actual demons leaving under divine command.
I turned back and FELT the presence of God.. He said to me, “welcome back, we missed you” – I learned a profound truth at that moment – I was reminded God is within us for those who have accepted Christ as our Lord and Savior. Yashua his name I came to learn. I would always pray out and up to God as if He was very far away – this encounter reminded me God is within – pray internally – feel His presence.
From that point forward, I had a renewed purpose. I prayed for clarity, truth and discernement. I immediately started reading my Bible consistently, journaling and discovered a thirst for knowledge, especially around ent times, Revelations.
This new. mindset caused me to expand my thinking which ultimately expanded my horizons. I began to see truths in the world that I had not seen before. Things that I blindly accepted without much depth of thought as they had always been..
I learned who controls all the media, education, pharmacuticals, military industrial complex – I learned so much of what we have been told is a comple lie. This notion was reinforced watching lies and failures of those I once placed my hopes and faith in. People like Donald Trump and most of the republicans I thought were on my same conservative, America first page.
Just like many other good Christians, I was conditioned to support the state of Israel no matter what. They were always looked at as a total ally, showcasing their effective programming. The more I dug, the more I found to reinforce the notion that the modern state of Israel is indeed the Synogague of Satan as mentioned in the Bible – Revelations 2:9 and 3:9 –
“Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee.”
PROOF: USS Liberty, Balfour declaration WWI, Rothschilds, Central Bank, Debt Slavery, Usury, Jekyll island, Titanic, JFK, 911, Oct 7, Charlie Kirk, Palestine, Lebanon, Samson Option, Talmud (their doctrine), Goyim, Epstein, AIPAC – https://inverted.m8n1ac.com/
Since I learned so much of our truth is inverted – I wondered if the Bible was also manipulated in anyway throughout the years. I learned of the council of Nisea, Martin Luthor and the 1909 Scofield reference Bible. I went on to disover the 88 book, complete Ethiopian Bible. I wanted to learn what they said I couldnt. Keep in mind most of what is in the Ethiopian Bible is confirmed in the dead sea scrolls.
In addition to learning the truth about the state of Israel, I learned the true nature of the shape of the earth. This is BIBLICAL based and not some fringe thoery. There are many websites dedicated to showcasing the overwhealming evidence and I will add references in due time. Nonetheless, as I am drawing closer to God and asking for truth – I uncovered this and it could not be more apparent to me.
Genesis 1:7 And God made the firmament, and divided the waters which were under the firmament from the waters which were above the firmament: and it was so. Genesis 1:8 And God called the firmament Heaven. And the evening and the morning were the second day. Genesis 1:14 And God said, Let there be lights in the firmament of the heaven to divide the day from the night; and let them be for signs, and for seasons, and for days, and years:
This revelation showcases the lengths in which they will go to keep God away from His people. Globe theory make us feel insignificant and random. Just one of billions, trillions with God far far away.
Not to mention the depth and breadth of their deceipt upon the masses. The space hoax, antartic treaty, Admiral Byrd, Operation Dominic, Bermuda Triangle – think of how much money NASA steals?
I will dedicate a whole page on truth revelations I have discovered since my spiritual awakening and quest for truth and knowledge. This will also include lost civilizations like Tartaria.
Centering back on my last 10 months…. after the huge spiritual moment – I had a convergence of medical issues and immediately went on a 3 month medical leave. The first month of the leave was in the spirit of health remediations and spiritual growth.
1 month in to the leave, I was feeling attacked – I told my wife Kristen that as we kept having converstions turn to argument due to lack of communication, understanding. This culminated in me asking repeatedly if she would go on a family vacation, cruise with me at the end of November. The last time I asked sent her over the edge and it spiraled a fight out of control.
Calls were placed – false accusations that were immediately disproven, were made – I was being depicted as something I wasnt.
Under the same pretext, I lost my home, wife, dogs, office, gym, coping mechanisms – everything I had to keep me from going off the deep end was taken from me without explanation. I was all alone, my family, friends, best friend, parents all turned on me and stood by while everything was taken from me under many false allegations (which could be proven).
This also includes the underpinning, devastating fact that I had completely lost my son Parker for 2 years and counting.
I had no choice but to enter a pschiatric hospital after nearly 9 manic days and was starting to lose grip on reality. The inpatient experience was very rough at the beginning and end. Ultimately yeilded positive results and I returned home mid December.
IOP was next up after extending my leave from 3 months to 7 months. I spent 4 months after the hospital in an intensive outpatient program working intensively on my mental health.
As the program came to a close, I was very nervous to return to work. I was rusty and had been out of sync for 7 months, not to mention LinkedIn cut my job the last time I took leave 10 years prior. This time however, I came back and my job was secure! I met with coworkers, fired up my technology, received many ‘welcome back’ messages – I was so relieved and actually touched that LinkedIn did right by me and held my job.
8 working days later, roughly 11 calendar days – LinkedIn made a global announcement there would be a 5% RIF – if you were affected, you would receive a calendar invite for 830 that morning. I stared at my inbox nervously and saw the dreaded email drop. After 12 years of loyalty and committement – just as I was getting back from 5 month of mental health restoration, just as I was gaining my confidence back, just as I was so relieved my job remained – they ripped the rug right out from under.
I have now been off of work 10 months – I thankfully, God willing landed a new job but it is absolutely a step backwards but I have no choice at this moment than to move forward and trust in God’s plan for my life.
This is what I meant by feeling attacked… since my spiritual moment:
Medical leave
Cops wrongfully called
Wrongful order
lost house, wife, kids, office, gym, coping tools
lost support of family, friends, coworkers,
inpatient hospitalized
plan to die (to add later)
intensive outpatient
job relief
job loss
lost identity, footing, stability, what I know
I guess this is why they call it faith. I have still been in my Bible, Ethiopian, Apps – I pray for peace, clarity, understanding – for bolstered faith, renewed trust in Gods plan for me. Romans 828 – my wifes arm tattoo – For God casues all things to work together for good for those that love him”