self fulfilling prophecy

The primary reason I didn’t want to go to the treatment center — even though I really wanted to otherwise — is that nearly everyone I reached out to for

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nearing wrap up

I’ve written a lot more than I’ve published, mainly due to privacy concerns and safeguarding family members and friends. I will release it in time, as they do contribute to

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Been a minute

I havent written a blog post (well at least posted one) for a long while… I am spending my time completing this site, completing my story and hopefully inspiring someone,

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Cruise_control + Kristen

Today was a good day, actually a great day. First and foremost Kristen came to visit, which is a big commitement for 6 hours total – 4 Sat, 2 Sunday.

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3rd Thanksgiving

Today is Thanksgiving…. I realized this AM that this is my 3rd thanksgiving in which I am in a treatement center. That is horribly depressing BUT I am looking at

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Treatment_update_day3

Well – we are here, few days into the treatment center. Really started in the single worst possible way – zero trust with them whatsoever, instant regret for this place

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compartments

It’s interesting to me that I have had multiple people reach out to me recently in time’s of crisis – mental health, suicide, addition and withdrawals. “Know Thyself” is the

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what a change…

Welp, its incredible how fast things can change. The last post was written in pain and 430a – what was stated is true. However, its amazing how a few coping

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Complete Opposite Expectation

Looks like the invert of what was told is happening. I came here electively, excited even to get a few things handled. I talked to Daniel, explained my story in

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